HEAD iN THEE CL0UDS...

Procrastination.

2009-11-24T13:04:00.000-08:00

it leads to major stress in the long run.
Blah.

Blog.

2009-11-22T02:44:00.001-08:00

Imma start back up again.
Indeed.

Paix,
Asia Dee

2009-09-25T11:39:00.003-07:00

g, eh ? Peace and shoestrings. Asia dee:-)

2009-09-25T11:39:00.001-07:00

chadwick like crazy. But there's lessons learned in nearly every decision now. And btw, im in &hearts; love now for the first time in my life. Excitin

2009-09-25T11:38:00.001-07:00

Okay, now that I know my mobile blogger works, I am content. Schools a drag, but its gunna get me where I wanna be. Btw, im at orange high now. I miss

2009-09-25T11:36:00.001-07:00

Test test.

La di daaa di

2009-09-18T16:56:00.000-07:00

i have learned to appreciate every single day i wake, and every good night of sleep i get.

paix,
asia dee

Dolce & Gabana & a Purse made of Iguana...

2009-09-06T17:18:00.000-07:00

So, new surroundings = new memories and stories.
This summer has given me so much
and im sad to seee it come to an end.
Really sad.
but the dopee thing about it is...
Imma see the bitch next year...
and the bessst part about that is....
imma be doneee with high school that summer :)
heck yess.

Lets juke to that,
Asia Dee

Damn .

2009-08-30T18:52:00.000-07:00

Its really hot.
Like that scene from ATL where the kids are in the classroom.
Good fucking lord.

I want some chilled watermelon.
I'd be damn happy.

-Asia Dee

Lucky

2009-08-29T19:18:00.000-07:00

Do you hear me ?

Im talkin to you...

Across the water, across the deep, blue, ocean...,

Under the open sky.....-

I am redefining myself today.

-Asia Dee

So what?

2009-07-14T09:58:00.000-07:00

Life is meant to be lived.

Fun had.

Dances taken.

Food eaten.

Drinks drunken.

Peace made-n :)

Music listened.

It just all makes sense to mee.

And most of all; passions indulged in.

And for me that passion is modeling which i have re-embarjed on.

I was re-reading old posts of mine and I read something that said...

I model(ed) and i wish i still did.

Wish granted baby.

paix, asia dee

Scenario

2009-07-08T15:32:00.000-07:00

I need to vent kind of heated due to some things I just heard/found out about.

Let me give a scenario that parallels what I am currently feeling.

So say a person has a dog, and the dog is decent dog but the dog has a few problems. It shits in the floors, rips up clothes, knocks over pots, etc.
So finally the person is like Fuck it, this dog is driving me crazy and imma end up kickin it too hard and be up for some animal cruelty shit.
So the person dropps it off at the pound.
Now say this dog gets adopted by a super rich celebrity family, who happen to have a reality TV show.
And so the original owner flips on the tv and SHAMWOWW! There goes the narcotic little crazy dog they gave up...
Bewildered, the person sees the dog rippin up clothes and material and; the celebrities are rich as fuck, they dont give a damn about the cute liddo pupppy messin up a few rags.
The Original owner weasels out some way to have a word with the celebrities to harp and hoot and holler and spout their opinion about how this and that and this the dog is.
The dog wants to shout WHY THE FUCK DO YOU CARE LADY? I HAVE A NEW FAMILY THAT IS CHILL AND THEY ARE BETTER THAN YOU WILL EVER BE AND THEY DONT TREAT ME LIKE GARBAGE LIKE YOU DID.

However, puppies cant speak.

The end.

Paix.

Oh dear.

2009-07-06T22:10:00.000-07:00

i;ve been gone for so long.
Man oh good golly gee by me!
ahahah .

So many changes that have happened since my last post.
too much to write.
I'll do it some night when im up real l ate and cant sleep.

Paix.

Note to Self:

2009-02-17T09:45:00.000-08:00

At some point, you've got to stop blamin shit on your absenteee father, `cuz in today's day and age, who aint got a dead beat daddy? But how many fucked up fathers decides to build up a little girl's dreams sayin, "Ill always be here," and stays by her side even though he and her mommy never agree about the simplest things ? But then one day he decides when she is almost a teen to step out of her life at a point which it seems that she'd need him the most. I may not be adept at philosophy and shit, but that seems worse than never knowin his cruel ass at all, cuz you aint got nothing to compare the situation to.

-Asia Dee.

idk i jsut felt like posting that... i had it drafted for a while.
yeahh.
so umm life is pretty swell.
iive just been chillin and makin fun out of whack situations.
its the wayy to be.
any whoo, ive been on the college counseling tip and stuff, its very stressful.
luckily im tight with my counselor.

so, i started doin community service again, and so i go out today...
its called Pediatric therapy
and we basicallly play with kids with developmental problems.
sheesh i love them.
so im all dekced out wearin my spongebob shirt for them =]
lol.

sooo, im listening to this song Called "sweat it out" by the dream.
wow.
very sexy.

oh mannn, so ive always loved the pack,
but ive taken to listenn to the musicc of the individual artists w/in the pack
and like,
YoungL is such a lyrical smarty pants.
love him.
mucho.

aiighttt so i had a real ♥ 2 ♥ (heart to heart) with ol` boy that i was really into.
like, i bascially gavee up on our being for various reasons even though both of us were TOTALLY still diggin eachother.
im just, difficult.
so basically this is how the convo went,
he randomly was like, words cant define you.
and im like good, cuz i dont want to ever fit perfectly into a box.
and hes like,
DESCRIBING YOU IN WORDS WOULD BE INFINITE, THEY WOULD KEEP ON GOING ON AND ON AND ON IN, YOU ARE ONLY U AND ITS LIKE NEVER ENDING.BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOWWW THAT I STILL LIKE IT.
((yes, i just quoted the convo. LMAO

so im just like, man, you're a trip.
and hes like, what do you mean by that ? (yeah i was kind of vague with the "trip" ishh)
and im like, well you dont make sense, but i kinda think i get you, and hes like

AND I SWEAR IF I COULD SE YOU WHENEVER I WANTED YOU WOULDNT FEEL THE WAY YOU DO AND IM SORRY FOR NOT BEING THERE IT WOULDNT BE LIKE THIS... WE WOULDNT BE LIKE THIS..

AND I GUESS IKNOW WHERE HE WA SCOMING FROM BUT IM ALL LIKE, its all a part of life, though. like its no big sweat ."

like, i dont get broken up about shit, cuz that just tears ppl apart, and i guess he expected more of me cus hes like,

I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW I FEEL IT... WE WOULD BE A DIFFERENT STORY AND ITTSZ EATTIN ME UP TO KNOW YOU SORT OF GAVE UP...

and im like, well i wish i could have kept up, but its difficult and such.

and being the understanding person he is was like,
I KNOE AND I DONT BLAME YOU. ONE DAY OUR LIVES ARE FUNNA BRING USS TOGETHER HOE WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE. ONE DAY AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY SUPERLADY... WHEN I THINK OF YOU ITS AN INDESCRIBALE FEELING I GET.

me: well, thanks for that. i mean, im glad to know how you feel
Him: YOU BETTER KNOW THAT.
me: iight ill keep it in mindd.

Mannn. hes a pc of work.
im just livinggg my life as Asia Dee.
thats all folks.
Peaaaaceeee and LOVEEEE.

damn it, im starving for some pizza.
and some apple juice. no, orange juice.
and a red velvet cupcake!

OH YEAH AND MY COLORS AND CRAP ARE ALL FUQQED UP. LMAO

fade to blakc.

2009-02-07T18:56:00.000-08:00

long time no post!
sheesh.

liffe has been simple lately.
i suvived my midtermss
and all else has been pretty chilly/

its been rain like crazyyy
and i HATTE it.

Stuff has been good with my Jonni boy =]

i started drivers training today!
omfg y'all know im scared SHITLESS of the road.
AND it was POURING.
not a good look.
but apparantly i did pretty swell.
i just gotta practice stayin in my own lane!
BAHAH
i got scared though.
cuz my trainer was OLD AS SHIT
and he was sittin over in the seat coughin and shit
i SWEAR i though he was gunna hack his old ass lungs out.
scary thought.
I couldnt help but stare at his liver spots and broken skin.
I was kind of distracted. PLus the rain... not good.
so, we'll see about all that...

annywhoo, im cravin some chips and cookies
and i know we have some Lays....
maybe ill bake some cookies =]

Paix everyonee,
Asia dee

Take it off (Dim the Lights)

2009-01-23T12:43:00.000-08:00

You breathe while your laughing
Smiling at what just happened
I try to keep it simple
Cuz I know that you're old fashion
You wanna be wild (wanna be wild)
You don't wanna be tamed (don't wanna be tamed)
Even though you're just a prize, (just a prize)
You wanna come again (you wanna come again)
-Pharrell

Love that song.
man, life is sucha a freaggin trip.
i love it though.

so tonight im prolly goin to my school's spirit basketball game
and spendin the night at my girly's house
cuz im supposed to film some english project 2maro at school(BAHH)
and she has practice.
Just gotta ask my mom about it.

I was PLANNING on seeing my shnookums (lmao) after,
but i dunno.
gotta work that one out,
and man im pretty happy right now.
he shares my compassion for everything unique.
and yeah it sounds fruity as fuck but we wear the same peace sign earrings.
lmao.
i made him a little pic thing with both of us wearing them
and he put it as his default on myspace.
wasnt expecting that,
little thinkgs like that make him so cute.
BAHH this is so not me...
so be all smitten
and head over heels
but,
he does it to me.
i got madd dudes all mad though like, "oh so you just done gon ahead and got a man, huh?"
but hey, ya snooze ya loose.
maaaaan.
it makes no sense, cuz its so uncharacteristic of me to be like this.
i havent had a forreal like awwww wuvvy relationship (eew i hate that word)
for a reeeallllly long time.
so odd.
like i said, maybe change is good?

sorry for obsessing y'all.
its just that im used to being attracted to people (outer)
and then getting distracted by their inner
and im just like oh okay ill hook up with them
but then its just wahtever.
but homeboyy, he's IT.
lol.
for now.

Enough of that gobbly gook,
man im starving!
BUT i m exciited
cuz i went to ROSCOES yesterday
and ordered a delishhh waffle, some macaroni and cheese and greens,
but since im a GENiOUS i was like
hmm... maybe i should double order so i can bring my grub 2 school
and guess waht?
i DID!
bahahaha/
I LOVE macaroni and cheese.
my fave food.... of all times!
yummy yum yum!
ooooohwweeee!
lmao!
ahahh

im just in such a giddy mood.
lol
bahhh
lol.
man oh man oh man man man

and its funyn
cuz people genereally see the change
how im just more sunny.
like, im almost always slightly sunny ( i cant help it im high yellah)
but, im just exuding radiance now. ABAHH.
enoughh of that!
i really needa stop.
hahah.

alright, imma go chow on my grub!

first day of service...

2009-01-21T10:07:00.000-08:00

so i have a lot to be happy about today =]

Obviously cuz....
BUSH iS 0UT OF 0FFiCE
replaced with the most swaggalishious man ever...
Mr. Barack H. Obama.

I was cryin like a big ole baby yesterday.
oooh wee,
mann i was so happy
Im glad he touched on the whole thing that he cant do everything instantaneously
cuz i feel ppl think Obama gon come to they house
give them some money, a bomb job and all,
but WE have work to do also...

Nonetheless, im extatiic.
YES YES YES =]

So on Monday i went to the MLK parade in LA....
and it was cool.
a few too many thirst bukcets ; /
but thats to be expected though.

my bestii was in the parade so i bookeed around the blokc to catch up with her
AND i was wearin little kitten heels
(yeah my dogs are barkin STILL)

man this woman was up there with some FUkCERY.
A damn Anti-Obama booth thing.
i was surprised her ass didnt get shanked.
like, did she expect ppl to be flurrying over to her pink self?
no, this is a MLK BLAkC PEOPLE PARADE.
seriously?
it was like a pic of uncle sam (pointing finger)
and it was like UNCLE ~~SAM~~ BAM WANTS YOU!
who call his Bam anyways?

But anywhoo it was great to be around so many happy blakc folks.
refreshing and all.

AAAAANNNNNDDDD.....
i said in my resolutions
"i dont wanna be a player no more"
and it MAYY be coming true.
i am not one to really (like i sed before) get all mushy gushy lovey dovey....
its just not me.
but uhmmm lets just say i was reunited with someone at the MLK parade.
and it was MADD crazy
cuz the reason i wasnt really keepin up talkin to him was cuz - yeah im shallow-
negro was not tall...
but NOW HE iS =]
my mom is coo with him...
hes a good person.
HE'S MY AGE (and yet im still interested =] )

My playbrother told me 2009 was goin to be an amazing year
and im starting to believe him cuz
2009 is starting off pretty swell.

YAY.
havent been this happy in a while.
this is kinda funny but me and my subject (lol)
gave eachother corny ass joke sweety names
and his from me is sugar lips
and mine from him is butah cakes

AHAHHAHAH.
isnt that cute.
and normally i shy away from cute.
manybe change is good ?

Paix, Asia Dee

i hate it when wednesdays....

2009-01-14T09:28:00.000-08:00

i hate it when a private number calls me like 94385885 times a day.... AND THEY DONT SAY NOTHING... just hearin breathin and crap.

i hate it when people call you and dont have shit to say.

I hate it when people have conversations with people at food places, like hello? im here cuz im hongryyyy.

I hate it when people wear clothes that OBVIOUSLY dont fit them.

I hate it when people say "Holla" out loud. Ugh.

I hate it when i see Al Sharpton/Jesse Jackson on tv- they are so extra.

I hate it when people let their gases loose in small rooms/ places such as the elevator. NOT THE BiZZ.

I hate it when you're having a conversation with somebody and another person wants to be on it and they dont get the *awkward silence...* **hint hint***

I hate it when people are in the bathroom for a long ass time- and dont wash their hands.
Specially the ones that have the nerve to ask you for some of your food too?
oh no.

I hate it when people complain about their weight.... as they eat twinkies.

i hate it when you're tryna walk across the street, a perosn gives you a little hand signal as to say, "Go head," but then they speed off before you even havea chance to step off the curb...
{couldnt find a pic-lol}

but yeah... i also lovea lot of things.
Ill post that another time =]

MWAH!
Asia Dee

PS- im still not sure about the NERD show, cuz my homegurls are still trippin off whack ass formal :(

perception

2009-01-13T09:48:00.000-08:00

Asia dee is; compassionate, rude, stuck-up, hardcore, a softy, skinny, thick, fine, ugly,
b o m b, a mess, the shit, childish, peaceful, obnoxious, mature, a brat, attention-deficit-esque, attentive, a bitch, whorish, a player, innocent, righteous, odd, weird, chill, hype, cool, fucked up, spoiled, independant, intelligent, dumbasfuck, loud, naivette, an individual.

Regardless of how people view me... i know im no carbon copy of anyone else, and i dont try to be something i aint.

its a trip.
Self-reflection is quite an interesting task.

Paix, Asia Dee

Y0U SH0ULD G0 & GET BLUES CLUE

2009-01-09T12:37:00.000-08:00

00Ps i mean a red clue,
wayne's here, SU W00P.
- Drake.

I am obsessed with that dude theree.
He's lyrically dope as cluck,
oh yess.

so, im hoping ill be able to volunteer at this org called Peace 4 Kids this weekend.
cuz i really want to do that.
a lot.

my gum is all stale and nasty.
ughh.

i need to re-ppolish my nails.
they lookin yugg.

anywhoo, im just chillin.

hope y'all all have a superb weekend!

Paix, Asia Deeeeeeee

it was born in a cloud with silver lining

2009-01-06T09:46:00.001-08:00

sometimes i tripp myself out.
i start thinkin so deep about shit, it gives me migranes.
like, i try to understand people, which is a mistake.
because people are gunna be however the fuck they want to be,
and it shouldnt bother me.
but it does.
Especially when people do cruel ass things to people.
I hate the news, cuz its depressing, but i love being informed.
So its like a lose-win situation.
idk.
then other crap just pisses me off.
like, aiigt are you ready for this?
Kay.... pronounce this name, "La-a"
La-aaah?
La-AYE?
laaaaaa?

wrong, wrong and wrong.

this poor child's name is...
are you freakin ready for this hot mess ghettoness?

LA-DASH-A.
luh-dah-uh.

seriously.
like, WTF?
that should bea considered CHILD ABUSE.

why?
did the mama think she was clever?
theres a fine line between UNIQUE and just TACKY.

anyways.
So i have a little dilemma.
February 7th is my Winter Formal for school.
and if you are familiar with my blog, you know my school is not home to the greatest social scene.
Private school.
Palos verdes.
6 black people in my grade. 2 of which ( including me) are half-breeds.
so yeah.
lmao.
but like i always say, im there for the academics.
my school boasts a 98% top choice university acceptance rate.
so yeah,
thats why im here.
any whoo,
so im not all hyped about formal.
in fact, i didnt go freshman or sophomre year.
i got asked both years, but i just didnt wanna go.
lol.
soo, heeres the thing.
im not excited obvously,
but my underclassmen years, i told my friend they would have to MAKE SURE i go.
but im like fuckit,
BECAUSE....

NERD is comin out to cali.
and its the same night.
and im like, they are my lifee.
so, ummm formal is not even comparable.
so depending on if my friend(s) want to come,
formal is not too important.
i reeeallllyl wanna go to that conceert.
like forrreallly.
lmao.

welps,
im hungryasfuck and i needa got re-fuel.

Paix, Asia Dee

omfg. 2009.

2009-01-03T16:24:00.000-08:00

So, you know people are always like,
New Year, New Me" ?
well I dont buy it 89.4% of the time.

Like, miss 48583 pound lady sayin, imma be down to a size 2 in 3 months.
sorry 4 being a nonbeliever. but it aint gon happen .
sorry.
I think we should all be reasonable.

So im gunna try to be realistic with minee.

1. i dont wanna be a player no more... lol

2. i needa quit relyin on my fast metabolism, and start excercisin cuz imma be mad when i look like Rasputia. aka- do some sit ups... lol

3. be more PATiENT.

4. FOCUS myself.

thats bascially all i want to do.. and be the best me i can be.

Any resolutions y'all ?

Asia Dee

life aint sweet saturday through monday.

2008-12-17T09:37:00.001-08:00

but in the summertime, you my watermelon sundae.
- Dom Kennedy.

Good lord,
i LOVE christmas.
i love the whole wake up feelin like a batch of fresh baked cookies
with soul food and pies lining every inch othe kitchen,
colorful joy-esque prezzys flooding the floor under the tree,
the whole nine yards.

BUT... my mother and i are not on speaking terms right now.
shes all disappointed in the decisions i've been making behind closed doors and such.
you probably catch my drift.

And i feel kinda bad,
that she found out that is....
so we'll see how my christmas turns out...
im not expecting things,
im just wondering how it'll be.
we spend it with my grandparents every year anyhow,
so it wont be like im fully stuck with her.

But, although i love Xmastime,
i cant wait til the SUMMER.
hence the "Watermelon Sundae" heading.
i mean, sheesh its such a long way til then,
but i'm so ready.
its like everything is a tad bit better in the summer,
even if it isnt.

that didnt make much sense, but hey?
i hardly ever make much sense.
lol.

okay y'all i live in freeeakin southern CALIFORNIA.
so why on God's greeen earth is it like 50 degrees?!
no exaggeration.
i knoe other people are wallowing in the 20s,
but i live in So. Cal for pete's sake!
and yes, i just said 'pete's sake'
lmfaoo.

I feel like talking about myself right now.
so im gunna talk randomly about the one and only,
Asia Dee.

1. My real birth name is Asia Diette Navarro, (the Diette is my grandmother's middle name, and her mother, my great-grandmother intended for it to be Deity, as in goddess, but she spelled it wrong.... I jsut shortened it to Dee. It flows. And my last name, i dont really like, so i just drop it. At school too. )

2. I am mostly black and filipino( hence the Spanish last name since the Spaniards conquered the Philippines way back when), with some sprinkles of Korean, Swedish, West Indian, Native American (you know all black people claim this- lol), and some other creeds of white that are basically untracable in black People. I was raised by my Black mother... My mom had me young.... didnt work out with my dad.... My dad & i were tight as hell til i turned like 12 and then he decided not to botther with me anymore (that bitch)... Idk why im putting all this shit y'all could care less about, but whatever, I am.

3. I have reeeaaalllly curly hair which i recently DISDAINFULLY cut.

4. I model(ed)... I wish i still did, but one of my problems is my height. I'm 5'6".

5. I love ice cream, a lot lot lot.

6. I'm a pescatarian. ( i only eat seafood- no other meat- which makes me "not black" according to some- lmfao. ignit. ahha..)

7. I attend a Private Prep School called Chadwick in Palos Verdes. It doesnt seem to suit me, since i have a wild personality and I am into diverse culture- which is lacking at my school- but the academics are to die for and im basically guaranteed into the schools of my choice.

8. I havea funky, eclectic range of the music I listen to. I wont get too much into that, just read this post if you're interested in that...

9. I LOVEEE TO EAT, oh my god. and my face food is macaroni and cheese! its just SOOO GOOOOD. I think i have another post from my OLD blog about my theory of why i can eat so much and stay particularly thin.... I'll quote it.

"I have a theory. I havea little man inside my tummy named Hurburt. Hurburt eats
all my food. He wears a yellow hat, mix matched socks and a multicolored
B.A.P.E. hoodie. Basically, hes like those weak people who try to buy one thing
to spruce up their pathetic wardrobes. That could be the only reason that I have
a desire to eat so much damn food. I f you saw me eat, you'd understand. I never
TRULY get full. And if i do, i jsut keep going. Its a miracle I can be
considered "skinny". Its a combo of Hurburt an fast metabolism."
- from old blog; asiadeesmindisinmars.blogspot.com

10. I want to be an entertainment business lawyer. Even though ill be in school for likwe 94858 years, i really wanna get into that.

11. I have 2 little brother, Momo and Kai Kai (real names; Mosiah and Zakai) who i love to death. those little boys are my life.

10. I love fashion, but i dont have a style. I jsut try shit some would call weird, other brilliant, but i still have those days where i just straight up, BUM.

11. I am obsessed with hip hop culture. I was born into it, and lived my childhood in it, and although it can be argued it is suffering right now, i still am dedicated to it.

12. If im in a bad mood, you'll hate me most likely. CuZ i can be one hellofa BIATCH. ooh.

13. My favorite number is 3. (cuz i was born in march, March 27th of 1992 to be exact, making me a 16 goin on 17 aries.)

14. My favorite color is YELLOW.

15. I take far too many pictures of myself, it just a stupidass hobby. I dont consider myself a narcissist though.

16. I am open to criticism, cuz im not hurt easily. Which has been my saving grace, but a curse at the same time.... cuz its like, nothing effects me... and its odd. i dont understand myself sometimes.

Yeah... that was an odd list, but i was just in the mood for a list.

Yesterday i was kinda in a bad mood
cuz like my whole mom situation
andi i dont want to live with her, etc.
and so u was on the bus ( oh yeah that shoulda been number 17- i dont drive, and i dont intend to either, i HATE the thought of haulinga mutliple ton'd man-made machine around- ugh... i know its childish, but yeah im gunna have to start driving eventually though... i wanna be independant, so i gotta get ont that....)
but um, so yeah i take the bus from Long Beach to the OC almost everyday,
snd like yesterday there was this kindaa fine dude on there
and he was kinda tryna spit game, but he was playin off...
homeboy wwas super lowkey with his,
vbut i wasnt payin him much attention, cuz i was caught up in my own shit.
so then this ole grimy ass Mexican dude comes on
and dude was staring HARD
and in the mood i was in,
he made a terible decision.

I stared at him staring at me so he could get the idea,
DONT LOOK AT ME.
but his slow ass didnt get it...
so im like, "BOO!"
and he still was staring,
and im like,
"WHAT THE FUCK?! THE HELL IS YOU LOOKIN AT, FOOL!?!"
its actually kinda hialrous now that i think about it,
cuz i dotn think i look like that type, but i got ANGRY.
lookin at me like he was a hyena bout to attack some zebra meat or somethin.
but anyways, ole dude the one that was tryna spit came's eyes got all big and i could basically see the thought bubble over his head, "dont fuck with her..."
lmfaoo.

and on top of it the bus was like 30 minutes late so it just added to my initial agression.
But today im pretty happy.
minus the fact that its raining.
and my mom is gunna want to talk to me when i get home
cuz she had a little talk with me in the car this morning.
but yeah,
sheesh im HONGRY as heckums.

hope i didnt bore the fuck out of you.

Paix, Asia dee

this is so un-Asia of me to do all the little color schemes and italics and stuff, but i was in the mood. lol.

@ which point you realize

2008-12-16T09:41:00.000-08:00

life is but a joke, and the laughs on you,
-NERD

love that song dearly.
and that line describes life right now.
everythin thats been happening to me makes me fall back and say, "aint it funny?"
cuz i feel like im the main character on someones sitcome
and everyone is sitting on their fat asses eating cheezy bacon bake potatoes
and a 598 oz Super Big Gulp and laughing at the shit i have to go through.

I will admit, i am hard headed as hell.
i get in trouble for something, but my ass continues to do it.
or i get in trouble and i know i should LEARN from it,
but instead I formulate schemes to do it again but more sneakily,
It makes no sense
but i guess its all a part in this game called life.

So if you've read my blog before,
i pride myself in not getting all gushy lovey dovey and such.
and im not that type of chick,
i think like a dude in many ways,
so like i found someone who was hella cool about that
and we hit it off.
and i really like him
but complications are getting in the way of it.
and its irrational as fuck,
ughhh.

anywhoo, life will get better.
in the meantime, ill just hope & pray for the best.

paix, ASiA dee

im depressed but i can forget about it for a while in the company of good friends....

HUMMiNA, HUMMiNA, HUMMiNA.

2008-12-11T14:47:00.000-08:00

^ the homegurlyy and i =]

hello there.

what it be, OGs?
ahaha.

im in a particularly good mood.
which is goooodddd =]

anywhoo, what do i have to talk about?
my life has been school,school schoool.
and a little mutual crushin`,
which is always good.
thats sad with all them people who are like in loooooove with someone
and they don`t even think twice about them.
that happened to me.
Only once though.
and it was this here fella.

LMAOOO.
chriss breeeezzzzzyyyy.

haha. i would so be one of his groupies.
lmao.
just saying.....

Oh, thanks to everyone who offered their advice about my friend's situation,
with the guy thing.
IF you commented, i commented you back so yeah, check that out.

It smells like hot onions in the room im in.
prolly some ole just-came-back-from-P.E.-and-I-still-dont-wear-deodorant-even-though-i'm- hella-hummin middle schoolers.

Fonk people.
I tell ya.
be the main ones wantin to hug ya and what not.
lmao.

but wait, let me talk about armpits.
also an ugly part of the body, but whatever.

One of my really good friends have overactive sweat glands.
that mess is reeeeeee-dic.
i love her to death,
she doesnt smell at all...
its like she wears deodorant, not ANTIPERSPIRANT.
its a wild mess.
Once, she was wearinga HOOOODIE
and she sweated through that.
and i almost accidentally sed something about it....
til i realized it was her armpit juice.
Not one of the good looks.
i still love her to death nonetheless,
i just gotta check the pits for stains before we hug it out.
lmaoo.

Sheeeesh, im sooo hungry.
but whats new?
my ass is always hungry.

im listenin to my Alicia Keys mix.
she is sooo talented.
feeel good music and such.
& shes gorg.

Anywhoo, i dont have too much to post....

im cold.
Paix, Asia Dee

μουσική....音楽....musika....musica....musique.... MUSiC

2008-12-10T08:12:00.000-08:00

i love music.
im versatile.
im a die hard hip hop head, addicted to rap far beyond my days
i boogie oogie oogie to the old school and jam with R&B...
I head bang to dope rock,
i get down with everyone from N.E.R.D./Pharrell, A Tribe Called Quest, Alicia Keys, Erykah Badu, Wales, the Hieroglyphics, Chris Brown, MF D00M, Portishead, Bjork, the Cool Kids, Al Green, No Doubt/ Gwen Stefani, Amy Winehouse, Janelle Monae, Karina Pasian, im down for whatever.
Long as its good.
what kills me are these artists that are merely tax-write offs.
i aint gon bag on nobody specifically, but y'all know....

its a hella sad reality though to the people who SHOULD be on top that aint.
There are so many more talented people than ones we are force-fed on the radio out there that wont get signed because they dont have the "look" or their lyrics force you to think a little.
Im pretty young... im almost 14,
and bubblegum rap is supposed to appeal to me.
but im arrogant as fuck when it comes to the what i feed my ears.
If people wanna talk bullshit to me in person, i dont have it.
I was brought up that way...
so its the same with the music i listen to,
i have the option of what i listen to so why listen to garbage?

Now i aint sayin i dont a song or few that is mainstream
that doesnt really have too much deepeness in it,
I do go for a little Pretty Ricky err once in a while,
i listen to simple shit too.
Alll frontin aside, im a played out Chris Brown fan.
You could argue im copped out for claimin to be on the "real music" tip, but its whatever.

Im just sayin it kills me when i play that dope and illness
and-sorry to lowkey racist- my ghetto black friends be like, "this is some weird music, you cant even dance to it!"

I love dancing.
I shake my groove thang quite frequently.
but sometimes the words mean more than how much the bass is bumpin.
seriously.

Thats enough for my music rant.
I just have to comment on one of my pet peeves.
its just....
nasty as fuck.
BUTTCRACK.

it aint cute. at all. on nobody. and how the fuck do you not feel that shit? like come on, if i feel that my asscrack, or thong even is showin, i do what i can to fix the situation.... cuz its uncomfortable for the people around you....

Be considerate.
You know what, if you know you;re guilty of the asscrack felony, for this Christmas season, that could be your gift to society.... get some shirts that are long enough to cover your ass, ot buy some pants that actually fit you...

Now it may seem that im coming donw on fat people,
no im not.
Skinny people do this shit too.
And its equally nasty... well maybe not equally.... but its nasty too.
I mean, look at her.
at a damn bowlin alley givin these old folks who came out to represent their leagues, and she up there givin em a free show.

the fuck is that?!
thats just nasty.

And little chirren aint gon get a get outta jail free card either,

that shit aint coo...
pull yo baby's bottoms up.
it aint even cute on the little bottle of suntan lotion either.

buttcrack is probably one of the ugliest parts of the body.

but this crap made me laugh.
lmaooo.
I acknowledge this man right here,
lol.

FUGGGG im sooo hungry right now,
but im tired of the food at my school.
i am on a soul food deficiency ... aint had none since Thanksgiving,
and its honestly fuckin me up.
gahhhhh!
all i ask for is some macaroni and cheese and some greens.
and why the hell dont soul food resturants deliver?!
at least theu dont in Cali.
that would make major dough.
seriously.
Well, im supposed to be workin on a history essay,
so i should get on that.
Its due Friday.
about World War One....
wait, i have a new tangent to on,
so its kinda awkward cause we have a German exchange student
and her opinions are basically to defend Germany,
ehich i feel, it IS her country.
alll i have to say is i am DREADING when we get onto the WW2 shit.

oh hottdamn.
Paix everyone,
Asia Dee

this shit aint right.

2008-12-08T10:57:00.000-08:00

so we all do shit that aint quite right.
and most of the time, we know the shit aint right.
So look y'all i have a friend.
And she has this fetish.
Not nothin crazy like moldy toes or men in elephant thongs,
but she has a fetish for older men.
Its not nothin crazy like middle aged, lonely ball-scratchers, like, 3, 4, maybe five years older.
but nonetheless, illegal since shes under the age of 18.
And she wants to stop it, but she is so infatuated with them,
she doesnt want to deal with folks her own age
cuz they are too immature for me.
Its odd.
Cuz, i know that putting herself in that situation basically makes her jail bait,
but she figures, they (the guys) know this too.
it isnt stopping them, we wont get caught so its fine.
Her issue has been on my mind big time and its hella sticky.
I want to make the right decison-to convey to her- but im not quite sure what that is.

Help?

Frazzled Friend,
Asia Deeeeeeee

Im hungry as a annorexic caterpillar.
and, im cravin some M&Ms soul food.
and soem peanut M&Ms too.
Maybe its a sign that my next boyfriend/ lust interest will have the initials M.M.
jsut a thought.

32- 25 - 38? Only if she Asia Dee.

2008-12-04T12:39:00.000-08:00

body image.
its a fugly biatch.
like, no lie, i pay attention to it.
everybody and they mama do.
its reality.
but it can be annoying.
im blessed with a hell of a metabolism that allows me to eat like a pig, not excercise and still have a 25 inch waistline.
i got lucky i guess.
but, girls my age.... its amazing how overly obsessive they are about their bodies.
i mean, its good to care about your looks and body i guess, so u dont walk around lookin a hott mess, but there comes a point where it is reedic.
Like little 12 year old worrying their "too fat" because they can pinch .00005 inches of fat off of their body.
like, wtf ?

But i wont say that i havent obsessed either.
I have.
Cuz i model(ed) and i was considered "thicker"
and its all in the hips cuz im damn thin.
And it would be annoying people telling me i needed to "slim out"
and im like,
damnnn.
its shameful,
cuz if i was some naive chick that really believed what they were saying instead of munchin on my favorite chips i'd prolly have my head in some toiletbowl right now. Sad. & Unsanitary.

Plus, becuz body image is such a sensitive thing, jokin with people can get all awkward.
like, somebody might take one of my chips, and me, im a greedy ass mofo. No lie.
and i'll belike, damn leave my shit alone, fatass. and ppl would actually get OFFENDED.
Maybe its cuz im a naturally jokey person so that crap dont bother me... but still

I mean, there are points where you need to check yourself if you skinnyy as obsessively fuck, thats just wrong.
and unhealthy. like, skinyn people be sayin that fat ppl are unhealthy, but half of them skinny ppl be nasty unhealthy too.
im just saying.

And ho ho ho (you know that laugh ppl be doing- lmaooo), dont think the chunksters gettin off.. No siree! There comes a point.
I am half black, and quite a few people in my family are a bit on the hefty side.
and that crap be leadin to all kinds of diseases. iont wanna see nobody die.
So once you cant tell whether or not you're wearing a bathing suit bottom, also unhealthy.
come on now.

The purpose of this wasnt to be an asshole or be a bitch or nothing.
it was just on the mind.
I hate hearing skinny people complainin that their fat.
its annoying as fugg.

Alrigt thats all for now.
Im in a pretty good mood today.
:D
how is everyone ??

Paix & love, Asia Dee

Ps- If you arent already, get up on Janelle Monae.
shes AHMAZINGGGGG

Pps- subscribe & watch my interestingly [pointless] videos on youtube.
www.youtube.com/user/ChickNamedAsia

man oh man.

2008-12-01T11:01:00.000-08:00

so i since i aint posted since like 1999 about anything with substance,
i decided today, December the First of 2008
i would.

So i had been staying at my grandparent's house
so i could stay at my school
since the academics are top of the line and shit
and i'm gettin learned real good. (LMA0)
but over there i had no authoritative figures.
and i wasnt complainin i loved it.
stayin on the fone tile 3 am,
being lik watever with my work
didnt have to clean,
goin shoppin whenever i damn near pleased,
my room was atrocious
i wasnt giving a rats ass about SHIT.
but when i did get in trouble,
it was my aunt sayin shit to my MOM
and not sayin nothin to me.
so it eliminated my side entirely
so that was some ole bull.
pissed me the fuck off
cuz on the few days i was at home in OC with my mom
she was gettin on me on some shit my aunty wanted to get on me about
but she didnt have the fuckin balls- or ovaries should i say- to say nothin to me
but, i aint sayin i wasnt at fault at shit
i just would appreciate her sayin something to me...
cuz im like chillin good timin it with my mom in the car
and then *beep beep beep* my mom gets a text from her
and then she starts gettin on me about some shit my aunty said,
and she aint even my aunty.
imma call her C.
shes my Dad's dad's wife's daughter.
boo her.

so there were problems.
and so that plus the stress of school.
just being like whatever about everything
my mom was g ettin on me about some shit
tryna get into my emails and shit
so i was like, fuck this
i am not takin this shit no more
so my ass took off.
in the middle of OC
a town my yellah ass knows nothin about
but rage is a bitch.
so i was goneeeee.
i went to this library and crashed for a while
and i stayed there til like 11:45
and so at my house, my room is on the 2nd floor
so i climbed onto the roof,
climbed through a window,
went into my room closet and crashed there for the night
and my mom was freakin out cuz she didnt know where i was
while all the while i was right over her head.
so i took off the next day with some clothes and money
nd i just explored, came home at night.
did that a coupla days
til i got caught..
but ithink i like
delibertly got caught, cuz i really wanted to come home,
i just didnt knoe how to come home.
like, "surprise y'all ! im baaaaaaaaccck!"
so me and my mom talked bout stuff and
we realized i needed things

so, we came to the realization that i needed to be HOME.
with her.
andas much as i loved the freedom,
i need to be home
so starting today
i have to take this long ass busride to get home,
but it will be necesary.

so, thanksgiving.
grubulations were consumed.
i ate enough macaronia and cheese to feed Rhodesia, Africa.
shittt.
my ass was WADDLING after i ate.
i had macaroni and cheese (fave food), rolls, corn, potatoes, pound cake, lemon cake, sweet potata pie, more macaroni and cheese
and some other ness,
it was AMAZING.
oh man
i felt like a new woman.
ahahahahah
but yeaaahh, whoo xchile!
i threw dowwwnn!

so my bff ( that i kinda fell out with)
came out for the weekend
we had a reaqlly good time :)
we walked around Old Orange,
laughed.
ate ice cream& fries.
i love her.
saturday we got our nails painted shiny red at a beauty college (ha!)
went shoppin at the Block ,
got outfits for the christmas pics we're gunna prolly take next week,
and then went to this movie theater that plays old movies and stuff.
like, not old old like 1950s s old,
but like we went and saw House Bunny.
I LOVE THAT MOVIE....
if you havent seen it... rent it.
soooo goooood.
Sunday, we went out early to go eat breakfast at this swanky cafe place.
it was damn good.
i left nothing on my plate.
AHHAHA
and then she went home earlier than we expected,
cuz we were gunna go out some more :(
i was kinda pissed.
but it showewd me how much i needed that
cuz i needa spend more time with my peeps.
i love her,
and i love my mom so much more
she really loves me

but yewahhhhh.

i kinda hadda rush that cuz i have class,

but yeahhh

have a good one oeveryone..

how was ur turkey days?

Paix & love, Asia dee

ohhottdamn.

2008-12-01T07:51:00.001-08:00

i have so much to post about....
unforunately i gotta drag my ass to class,
but i will post later
:)

Asia Dee

life is getting good.

2008-11-14T13:12:00.000-08:00

they wouldnt give us our 40 acres and a mule,
so we took the 50 states & the white house :D

have a good weekendd everyone.

Asia Dee

iT'S A CELEBRATiON, MY PEOPLE!

2008-11-05T10:37:00.000-08:00

there are no words to describe that feeling.
when those electoral votes exceeded 270.
Happiness, joy, excitement are understatements.
that feeling.
his speech.
him.
Michelle.
the kids.
the results.
he won.
he won.
Barack Obama is our president.
He is a black man.
history has been changed.
Yes we can.
Barack Obama, our 44th American President.
We did it.
WE DID IT.

yes we can.
R.I.P. Madelyn Dunham (Obama's grandmama)

Asia Dee

i needa quit this M.I.A. business.

2008-10-30T14:23:00.000-07:00

i havent written in forever.
thats prolly why im so stressed.
LMAO. this bloggering business is very calmingg.

anywho,
asia dee is never satisfied.
i've sropped my crush and now im bak on my whakc trickin game.
trickin = talking to numerous ppl... getting bored with them, talkin to someone else.

sheesh, i needa quit with all of that.
I jsut HAVE to get something off of my chest...
this whole,
dudes being little pussywinkles lately.
this shit is now the new hardcore.
or in cali at least.
dudes just fiend for chicks,
us girls no longer have to do the chasing.
its odd.
guys talk about wanting to do ************* and **********
lmao.
and not wanting anything back...
is the woman race becoming the dogs?
cuz thats how i feel.
like, hit it and quit it...
leaving the guys out to cry?

i wont front and say that i dont/havent done that,
but i thought it was just me,
and now i've kinda widened my eyes
and everyones doing it.
guy's aways on aim be all like, "she really broke my heart... im crying inside"
and then ill check the corresponding girl's away, "Moving on to bigger and better things now, fuck that pussy ass nigga... Lil Baby Pimpette mama Dueces " LMAO.

whats going on here?
Any thoughts...?

im outtie.
Dance class in 15 minutes....

check out this foolishness :)

paix, Asia deeeeeeeee ♥

its been a while...

2008-10-22T13:01:00.000-07:00

i have no real reason for my absence,
i just haven't really blogged much.
updates...
life at my grandparent's home is great.
when i am at home with my , its okay too.
i miss her and my brothers sometimes,
im goin to our house in the OC tonight.
saw another "white Knight" aka KKK flag in front of someones house.

other updates.....
NEW CRUSH/.
like, a legit one.
i feeel like a little kid.
cuz, its sooo sweet.
he's a sweetheart.
he's JUST LIKE ME...
far out and such.
only bad thing...
he lives in Palmdale.
that sucks.
but we talk everyday.
I fell asleep on the phonee with him last night ;]
But there ARE complications...
some would say the following statements,
"Asia is a player"
"Asia is ALWAYS talking to somebody"
"someone is always on Asia's jokc...."
you get the point...
but its just that ppl arent used to ppl being REAL about things.
i am,
so people are like OH WOW, this chikc is amazing.
anda ALLAKAZAM! they like me.
and me being the person i am, i love people.
i dont hate .
so, i continue speakin with people... i love to get to know them.
but, they misconstrew (sp?) this for some type of attraction.
no, im just a person that likes to vibe.
so i have like 4 ppl that i like AS FRiENDS all up on my ovaries.
its kind of whakc.
and im no HO so im not gunna go on head and pursue em all with the theory of,
"what they dont know wont hurt em..."
cuz thats not me.
Last night i was on FOUR people's Aim icons.
I hope tey dont know eachother.
I dont want no drama over lil` ole me.
Hopefully, i can get my point across to them and focus on my main.
i really like him.
a lot.
lot.
i told one of my closest friends he had an mazing personality
and her eyes popped out of her head...
personality is not something i normally talk about.
i went on in detail about it, most of the time if i like a guy im like
hes nice...... and then go off for years about how FINEEE he is...
hes FINE & has an AH-MAZiNG personality.

ok... enough of that talk.
if you havent already, you NEED to watch
scarlet takes a tumble on myspace.
it should be the one with a large black chick on a table.
the whole first 2 minutes are kinda pointless, just her singing,
so fast forward if to like 2:30 seconds.
it WILL have you dyin of laughter.
be cautious of where you watch.
LMAO....
whoo !
i made a reacxtion video to it with my friend Airiss.
Look for it on my youtube thing.
www.youtube.com/ChickNamedAsia

well, this chikc is rushing me to go get some food.
and i will NOT object to that =]

paix, Asia deeeeeee !

so basically, sleep doesnt help.

2008-10-13T07:32:00.000-07:00

im friggenly always tired.
well, not always, but still.
i wanna just sleep for 24 hours.
that would help.

Mondays suck because they let you know that Tuesday, Wed, Thurs, and Friday are still school days.
But, like i said in the last ?post? (hahah) I still have fun =]
and by the way Andre.... i go to PRIVATE SCHOOL so we aint takin nun of yo money =]
LMA0.

so, my mom got mad at me this morning.
we were bitchin at eachother
and blah blah blah
she was pissin` me off
and i was happy cuz iont gotta see her til Wednsday
since im stayin at my grandpas
and so she drove me to my school bus
and i proceeded to leave with a since mumbled, "bye"
no enthusiasm.
and so shes like, "hollllll up!"
so she made me GET BACK IN THE CAR
(mind you i have my big ass 20 pound backpakc, and two clothes/shoes bags to take to my grandpas)
and shes like, "i already told yyou earlier you were acting bitchy, dont play with me"
and she pulls the, "You are not going to try that White bullshit with me"
so then i give her the weakest hug ever and jet out.

I slept the best sleep i have ever slept on the bus this morning.
it was wonderflous.
cereally.

well, i have a spanish test first period in about 20 minutes.
boo that.

i hope the cafeteria is open. i want 2 chocolate chips cookies.
and a bagel maybe.

My weekend!
oh yes!
theres this orginization called Peace for Kids
and on Saturday at my school i volunteered to be a "buddy"
and the kids from Watts/South Central (most of which are foster children)
came and toured the "world"
The school was decorated at 6 cities around the world.
idk if i remember them all but;
Accra, Ghana/ Mexico City/ Paris/ Tokyo / Hiram? / Bombey (sp?)
All in all it was a great experience
and i deff want to work eith Peace for kids in the future.
They meet every Saturday
so I wanna see if i can get involved in that.

Then later that day (saturday)
we went to a family-friend function.
i love that family.
they are amazing.
so yeah.

I also got my hair cut on Friday
well, trimmed i should say.
and the lady who did it almost started crying becuase i have so much hair.
ahahha.
Mind you, we're in orange county.
That should explain a lot.

WAIT WAIT WAIT!
tell me WHY- in one antique store they had KKK SHIT!
LIKE WTF?!
i understand antiques are things from the past,
but KK SHIT ?!
should i be scared?
oh god.

Well, i need some food.
until next time,
Asia Dee ♥

long time no blog.

2008-10-10T07:46:00.000-07:00

i`ve been kinda crazy with the school crapp.
but, i`ve also got to have some fun. (see link)
will post later.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7m2vSPY40JQ

tootles,
the bombdiggiddy asia dee =]

Just like a star...

2008-10-06T10:48:00.000-07:00

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind

-Corinne Bailey Rae

YAY everyone!
IM BETTER :)
ish.

AAANNNDDD i j'adore my new house.
so niceeeeee!

i also got to see my sister/bestfreind that i kinda fell out with
on Saturday.
i(had)mh.
but, we got some xchill time.
Not a lot, but enough.
The area around my house house is so chill,
so i`ll have to invite her over, it`ll be like good old times.
Today, I also am gunna hafta go to my Grandpa's ....
This change will test me in so many ways.
whoo hoo.

SO, i stil hold my Crush :)
im happy.
ahahah.
i mean, for me thats a big thing.
i change crushes like my drawlls.
so. its exciting.
and we're still on for KNotts on the 25th :)

"Her friends didn't like niggaz like us but i
Arrested the coochie and her feelings got cuffed
Spiderweb sex, must'a got caught up"
im listening to "That Girl" by Pharrell, and i love that line.
HAH. ... last week i was listenin to it with my homegurl Airiss
and shes like, "WAIT, WHAT?! Did he say.....coochi ?!" HAHAH
i love her.
she completes me at this damn school.
i feel bad for her when i leave... her Senior year she wont have me :((
that sounded cocky or sumthing of that sort, but, its trueee.
HAHHA.

A lot of times, i start thinkin bout shit i cant really think abouot.
that hardly makes sense.
But, like i think about my life and how i`d see it in retrospect in the future.
Like, when im old, crusty and decrepit( well actaully i hope im not al crust bummy and all, btw)
i wonder what i`ll think of my life.
Which is hard to imagine cause i`ve only been on this planet for .16th of a century.
HAHAH.
Dang, its like a roller coaster in this noggin of mine.
I should write Childrens Stories,
little kids connect with my well.
They are minimalist when it comes to worries.
They find joy in the smallest things.
They are sooooo fascinating.

I`ve decided when im old enough to pop out some chirren,
i want one boy and one girl, so i`ll keep having kids (up to 4)
until i get my boy and girl.
And, they're names will be Karma and Dane.
i looove that.
i put that on my "who I`d like to meet" on myspace.
eheh.
im cereal.

Alright now, ill stop my mindless banter.
toodles.
Paix, Asia dee

EXCRUCiATiNG PAiN!

2008-10-02T15:12:00.001-07:00

my throat feels like a fat orange cat named Fluffy is tryna claw thru it.
Soooo sore.
My nose is a little stuffy.
i`m kinda miserable.
Sickness is a bitch.

i was sooo out of it during my math test, adn thats my fave subject.
I found out early waht i go...a 74.
That reeeeeks.
UGHHH.

so i`ve been hella sluggish all day,
and i was layin on this bench type thing by my friend, Airiss.
I am theee ultimate bitch when i`m not feeling well,
and these 2 ppl were fucking with me.
& im like leave me the fuck alone. I dont feel good.
And one of em keeps bothering me, im like,
i will kick you in your nonexistant balls.
i will do it.

And then he was mocking me and shit
and the other is like,
"Asia ! Why are you so angry?!"
and im like, I DONT FUCKIN FEEL GOOD
and ya`ll are comin up here fuckin with me
and then his ass goes,
"Well obviously we`re gonan mess with you cuz you're laying down at school (something something) for some attention"
thatt shit PISSEED MEEE OFF.
cuz one thing i dont want nor do i need from either one of them is attention....
so the Asia Bitch came out and im like,
"first of all, i was over here before you ole fuckin monkey lookin ass came over here"
everyone was howlin`, cuz he do look like a monkey.
I was pissssed.

I hope i get better.

On a lighter note,
my new Crush agreed to come to Knotts Scary with me :D
Whoo hoo.
October 25th, baybee !
i hope its fun.
and i dont shit my pants...
which reminds me i wanna buy a new pair of jeans.

sheeesh its cold in this computer lab.
SOrry im so boring right now.
i feel brain dead.

UGhhh.

my mom wouldnt come get me either.
shes like, "what i tell you?!"
Way to be supportive, ma.

some SURVEY
01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and re-post as The Controversial Survey?yes and no.

[02] Would you do meth if it was legal?
no. i`ve seen ppl who are strung out on it.

[03] Abortion: for or against it?
it depends on the circumstance. i dont believe in it when ppl use it as a form of birth control.

04] Do you think the world would fail with a female president?
hmm... fail is a harsh word.

[05] Do you believe in the death penalty?
its crazy. like, do youi punish a murderer by murdereing them ? it seems like an oxymoron. But then again, if soem shit happened to someone i love bcuz sum1 else decided to end their life, i would want em dead.

[07] Are you for or against premarital sex?
shit happens.

08] Do you believe in God?
yes.

[09] Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?
yes, i just dont like that they are trying to put their rights on the same level of what African Americans hadda go through

[10] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?
they doin the shit we too borgie to do.

[12] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?
it would be nice, but most ppl that age arent mature enough for it

[14] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?
if thatw what they want.... ppl should have their rights.

[15] Do you believe in spanking your children?
if they bad, they needaget that ass torn upp. AHAH

[16] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
idc. Yeah, prolly, in prvivate tho. That flag stands for a grip of shit i dont agree with.

[17] Who do you think would make a better president? McCain or Obama?
O B A M A.

[18] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?"
i dont really care.
we all have our opinions.

SHeesh, ill post a real post soon,
Paix, Asia Dee SiCKNESS !

WANYERR GNAWKEE

2008-09-30T09:44:00.000-07:00

I cheated myself /Like I knew I would /I told ya, I was trouble / You know that I'm no good

Upstairs in bed, with my ex boy, /He's in a place, but I cant get joy, /Thinking of you in the final throes, this is when my buzzer goes

Run out to meet you, chips and pitta /You say when we're married cause you're not bitter /There'll be none of him no more /I cried for you on the kitchen floor
-Amy Winehouse "You Know I`m No Good"

oh myyy... I think i have a woman crush on Amy Winehouse....
hmmph. well, not really, but... i have a crush on her music.

happy day everyone :)
i have no pics from today (like always) cuz they removed photobooth off of the Macs :(
Boo that.
&, just to clarify, cuz ppl have asked me about this numerous times,
when im in here takin all these pics and whatnot, i have a free period.
im NOT in class.
i do have some discretion. HAH.

anywhoo,
the school dance sucked as i expected it would.
but, its okay.
i got to see my greaatttt buddy, Barbie.
I invited her to come.
She went to our school Freshman year,
Soph year she moved back to Korea
Jr year shes back in Cali, but she attends a diff school.
I missed her.
& yes, Barbie is her god-given name.
HAHAH. she's Korean. that should explain a lot. ahahah.

In other news,
Asia dee is crushin` :D
i havent had a legit CRUSH in forever.
iive had boyfriends, friends, friends
but no crushes.
im excited :)
He's a blast from my past... middle school.
we were associates.
and yeah.
we`ll see.
we shall seee...

Uhmmm... i feel like i had something significant to post,
but i guess not.
thats Asia Dee for ya.
Being random as heck.
HAAH.

this year im gunna face my fears and go to Knotts Scary Farm.. ((i`ve chickened out every year))
with my girlies Breanna and Airiss & some others.
Kinda side trackin`, im sooo clever!
i came up with their new nicknames yesterday.
BREEze and AIR.
hahahah.
Maybe i`ll invite thee Crush.
hmmp.

I`ve been taking dance classes at my school,
and the dance teeach, Mr. W
is verry into his field.
He`s new ah-mazingly gay
and a wonderful guy.
Hes very animated.
And makes silly noises.
We're learning about the thought process that goes thru choreography.
So, its not jsut a dance class, but we actualyl learn stiff.
Should be a good year.

OH!
i move this weekend.
but, idk how cuz our house isnt hardly packed up.
My room is.... i dunno what ima do about that.
So, basically i cant chill/ do anything this weekend.
Im kinda excited.
Me and my mom celebrated in Albertsons yesterday.
We were like, Aaw, we`re moving to Orange County.
We`re gunna have a White Christmas. Quite Literally.
Hehehe.
i love when me and my mommy get silly 2gether.

So, basically, Mon-Wed, and some Thursdays i`ll be with thee grandparents in Long Beach
and the thee rest of the week i`ll be in thee O.C.
should be interesting.

What am i gonna do about the divison of my clothes/shoes/purses/earrings, etc?!?!?
oh gaaaah.

Hmmph.

Sheesh its only Tuesday.
Peace, y`allll :D
Asia Dee

Wamp wamp.

2008-09-25T17:23:00.000-07:00

suck my mofo tosie wosies !
Paixin` with Bre & Air @ school todayy.
fake smiles.

Got credit cards in my pockets/But I walk past bums all day/Why why why/I see dealers pushing poisons/But I have nothing to say/Why why
why/I date two people at the same time/Knowing it is twice the sin/Why why why/Oh yes I have this little problem here I'm being vain again/Why why..... "Little Suzy - Kelis"

People are not up on Kelis's game. I`ve loved her since I was too young to understand her lyrics. Her hair was big and poofed liked mine, so it was love at first sight. So once I heard, i was ready to elope. People only know her for her radio crap, "Milkshakes" , "Bossy" and some know the " i hate you so much right now..." song. Sheesh i love her for her other music. Great stuff. More recently, I've fallen in love with Colbie Caillat.. namely her song Bubbly.

Imagine a world witohut music. That would suck. Such a turrible thought. TURRiBLE, indeedeous ! :(

So, im superexcited thatt its almost the weekend. even though my weekends prollly gunna suck, it beats wakin upp @ the crack of dawn to plow my ass to school. But imma be at my school saturday night anyways. School dance. Great, right ? not. cause ppl at my school cant dance. At all. And, that sucks. Cause Asia Dee likes to shake her groove thang. Its sooo pathetic. People at my school swag and jump. and put their hands in the air. And touch themselves all over. Guys included. YUCK. So, the theme is WICK (my school's name is Chadwick)... So depending on your grade, you get a letter... So we juniors got "I"... So my homegurl & I are coming as ice cream. clever, eh ? Will post pics.

My gum is nasty, i`ve been chewin for a coupla hours . But still, I chew. HAHA
i need food.

Paix, Asia

thee CURLS are baaaack !

2008-09-22T10:56:00.000-07:00

I am back to being a curly headed monster :D
whoo hoo for au-naturaaal ~!
even tho its a beast to manage... HAAH.
gaah, i am SOOO TIRED TODAY... i think i look it. HA.

so the football game on friday was boo.
it was boring.... blowout.. 26 to 2 ...
next time I'll make sure BOTH teams are actually decent.
SO, i was at thee homegurls house before the game and i burnt myself with her plug in hotcomb.
On my neck.
Which is a trip, cause i NEVER burn myself, and i have a REAL hot comb.
Kinda bull is that ?!
maybe its cuz im not used to the restrictions of the cord.
idk, regardless its ugly. the burn i mean.
sheesh, my hair is soooo thick and curly. its HUGEE today. good lord.
but, i like it.

Anywhoo, enuff hair talk.

so, my homegurl that i kinda was falling out with and I talked for a realllly long time last night on the phone.
about everything. Boyfriends (her), Politics, Past Memories We've Shared, School, Friends, Plans, Halloween, etc. So it was like old times..... kind of.

I've been thinking a lot about the Presidential Election.
I'm too oung to vote, but nonetheless I'm interested.
I hate to be a negative person, but i have extreeeeemellllyy high doubts.
Obama is obviously an AMAZING candidate.
But, America is still a racist ass country.
Country as mofos that have never voted in their lives are going to find themselves a booth so they can ensure no damn "coon" is gunna make it in office.
Its reality.
Above all things, Barack Obama is a black person.
I reallllly want him to win this election cuz lord knows i dont wanna see McCain's old ass with his old ass ways in office.
Seriously, people needa go out & vote if they really wanna see the "change" Obama preaches about.
Gaaaaah, i wish i could vote.

Welps, thats my preach for the day.

OMFG. I cant beweeeeve its Monday.
a whole new week of school.
Boo.

I should get some work done.
PAiX, ASiA Deeeeeee.

<---- natural hair, no eyeshadow/liner, mascara, Sleep drive running on low.

eheh.

KN0CK EM 0UT THA B0XX !

2008-09-19T12:32:00.000-07:00

Once upon a time not long ago,
when people wore pajamas and lived life slow,
When laws were stern and justice stood,
and people were behavin' like they ought ta good
-Slick Rick "Children's story"

Love that song.
Anywhoo, thank tha LAWD its fridayyyy !
whoo hoooooo !
im goin to a football game today with that chick from my school that i've become close with.
It's obviously not gunna be at our school, cuz we could care less.
Instead, we're goin to the ah-mazing Poly Long beach gave. YAYYUHH!!
plus, ill getto see a lot of my friends that go there :) WHOO HOO !

So I found this thing online that i thought was comical, and so imma post it...
It's called, "You Know You Grew Up in A Black Household if....."
LMA0...
You know what "no hometraining" means.
I know this one all too well, my mom had used it to refer to my friends, ppl on the streets... and she always says before i go out, "you betta not go out there and act like you aint got no hometraining, girl!"

-You've told your mother you had a headache and her remedy was to take a crap or some Robitussin.
No, my mom's remedy to everything was, "Go Drink some water."

-You were always able to find a Jet, Ebony, Ebony Jr., or Essence somewhere around the house.
Oh most deff!

-Your dad had the uncanny ability to wake up just as you were changing the channel and yell "I was watchin' that!" - no matter how quiet you were...
This was my Granniemaw, all day!

-You fell asleep in your mother's lap while getting your hair cornrowed, woke up, fell back asleep, and woke up again and she still wasn't finished.
My mom wouldnt let me go to sleep....

-Many of the people you grew up calling your aunty, uncle, cousin, sister, or brother have no blood relation to you at all.
Yeah, thats like 75% of my "family"

-You have the tendency to describe people's complexions in terms of food. LMAO...AHAHAHh Yesss...
"He's chocolate brown, or caramel complexion" HAHAH... I just get, "High yellah"

-Your family had Sunday dinners.
Yupp...

-You've been told to stop crying before you got something to cry about.
Ugh this used to make me maaaad. lmao. my mom was always ready to tear that ass up. HAHAH.

-Your parents whooped your behind if you wasted food.
Dang... I didnt get whooped but I got the "there are kids in Africa...." speach.

-Your parents told you to not even THINK about asking for toys when you go shopping with them.
AHAAHA.... OH GOD, i knoeeee ! even at thee grocery store, when we got the checkout lane, and alll that candy was starin me in the face.... smh.

-Back-sassing a parent was the last thing on your mind… if you wanted to live. Yet, I still do it. I done got so many whoopins on account of my genius mouth.

-Food with too little spice was simply unbearable. Yupp. I'm still that way... This doesnt sound "Black" to me..... btw.

-You got baths in the sink as a baby. Yes, I've seen the pics. HAHA.

-You were told "I'll get mine and forget everyone else" was a terrible mindset. Isnt everyone told this ?

-As an adult, you still look over your shoulder when you know you're doin' wrong... AHAAHh... granted im not an adult YET... but yess, i do.

-When your white friends talked to their parents, you ducked... HAHAHAHHAH... oh my god ! i know ! i got friends that curse at their parents talkin bout, "whatever mom, thats just stupid. you dont know anything... " I woulda be knocked out at the "r" in whatever....

-Your parents deny ever spanking you...
I never got spankings..... i got WHOOPED.

-You feared your friends' parents as much as you did your own...
Yeah, cuz whenever I went over someones house my mom said/syas, "you can beat her if she acts up..."

-You put hot sauce on everything including macaroni and cheese. OH YESS!!! ppl are always like, "Wtf?"... but its in my blood !! ahahha.... Macaroni and cheese is my favorite food, and its not as spectacular w/o the Louisiana Hot Sauce....

When someone makes something good to eat, you say things like "You put yo foot in this"
Yupp... or , "You threw DOWN in this kitchen ! "

-If you hear your jam you dance despite the location…You could be in the bank, and you would lean and rock with it...(slightly)
AHAHHAH... guilty as charged.

-You know about forty eight variations of hand shakes...and you can perform the black combination without training..You know the one which starts by locking thumbs, and then a series of other moves...
idk about all that.. but i know the basic ones....

-You can make seventy dishes, including spaghetti with ramen noodles.
AHAHAH... i have done that before, ahaah. it worked.

-You almost starve to death from December 26 to March due to your families Christmas shopping debt.
Luckily, this hasnt happened to me.....

-Even though the neighbor's kid wound up in prison, your auntie makes sure to remind you of how bad you were as a kid because you painted the dog.
AHHAHAHAH. thats funny.

-"oohh un hun" is an appropriate response to something you don't like.
HAAAHAHH.. dang, im guilty of this one.

-You know what it meant to be told to go get a "switch." And you bet not bring back a sheisty one.
HAHAH... yeah them little flimsy ones got you in more trouble... "You aint slick..." AHAHHA.

-Sucking your teeth in front of adults ....ummm... bet not happen.
I knoeeee ! " i know you aint smackin yo lips girl!"

-"good hair and bad hair"
I know this one all too well... i still get told all the time, " Dang, you got that good hair"

-Dessert choices were sweet potato pie or pound cake.
Yessss! still my favorites.... my Grandmother's.... whooo chile!

-You were warned not to drink coffee because it made you black.
Nobody in their right might would think my yellow self would get black. HAHH.

-Your momma's momma was "Big Mama" and Your dad's momma was "Muh Dea"
I called my greatgrandmother "granniema"

-You pronounce AUNT like UNTEE, not ANT
AHAHHAH. YEEAH i KNOOOO !

Well, that was fun.... paix.
i hope i have fun 2night :))
Asia Deeeeee

wtf happened?

2008-09-17T10:28:00.000-07:00

so, i have been putting off this post for 2 days now.
I've been thinkin about shit.
Friends, namely.
I have a lot of good friends, and a handful of priceless, irreplaceable friends.
My bestyyyy of all times... we call eachother sister, we....

havent been as clos lately, slowly we're falling out.
and, lord knows i dont want that, but its just happening.

Me and her have been BFFs since we were 5 years old, maybe 6.
We've alwasy been there for one another,
she feels free raiding my fridge, i am comfortable enough to tell her when her breath stinks.

Shes always been able to make new friends fairly quickjlt, but the majority of them fade off cus they start "acting funny" on her, but the trusty Asia Dee is always there.

Thru her tearshedding breakup, her aggrivations with her father(we both relate), to being pissed about our younger siblings fuckin with our stuff.... Watchin ATL at the wee hours of the night...
We've been through it all.

I remember when we were younger, we used to get into at least one fight everyday. One time when we were like 6, she was like, "Asia, you wear granny pannies" and I told her to leave. HA. funny thing is now, i flip the script on her, cuz SHE is the one who now wears em :)
HA. as we got older, we hardly fight. We diagree on a lot of things, but we choose to do so maturely.

We love going out to get Cream Cheese Wontons together at Toyo Bowl :)
sheesh i love our relationship.

But, it seems like she isnt trying anymore .
Granted situations are different and she no longer lives rightt next door to me,
she just seems to have left the effort behind.
The first half of sumer, you would see us together doing everything.... chilllin at my place, shoppin at the mall, we were always together.... Then, she started summer school for the 2ndhalf, we still talked throughoutt, saw eachother every once in a while, but i feel something isnt there.

When we talk now, its dry, and bland. Whereas before, we could talk for hours about anything. even dumb shit.

i hope she comes around because i've done what i can.... she told me a few days ago, "WE GOTTS to chill..." but saying and doing are 2 completely diff things..

We'll see how that goes...

On a lighter note, i've became MUCH closer with this girl in the grade below me.
We have so much fun.
She goes to my school and we're always chillin. Good to have her, she gets me. We know what its like being here.. together.

No one will ever take the place of BESTERIEEST BESTY, but homegurl @ my school is deff one of the new besties. We can act foolish together. school is getting to be less boring with her around. HA.

oh look, its breaktime ! time for some GRUB !

until next time,
paix- ASiA Dee♥

mindless banter. i live for it.

2008-09-16T10:05:00.001-07:00

apparently these are the ppl i look like... LMAO...

I did another one and got this...

http://www.myheritage.com/collage

MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Family reunion - Tracing ancestors
so yeah...

i get everything walkin down the street though;
Alicia Keys, the daughter fro my wife and kids, Lisa Bonet, Amerie, Cassie..... oh and my favorite, "My uncle's daughter's baby- she light skinned too" LMAO.

funny shit.
ahah.

i WAS going to post deep intellectual thought today.... but i decided to save that for tomorrow... my free period is like 2 hours tomorrow....
i'll want to get those thoughts out...

errhm.... i think its break, and im hungry (( as always...)) so imma go eat...
i was thinkin maybe some soup, a string cheese, a bag of chips and a gatorade.... and maybe a couple cookies..... :))

paix, Asia Dee ---Ps; dont u love my ring? got it off of my little brother's birthday cupcakes :)
and my earring- i bought em in Nicaragus- handmade baybee ! :)

FRiENDS- H0W MANY 0F US HAVE THEM ?

2008-09-15T10:58:00.000-07:00

"Is a word we use everyday
Most the time we use it in the wrong way
Now you can look the word up, again and again
But the dictionary doesnt know the meaning of friends"
- Whodini....

So, i've been pondering...
but ill get to those thoughts later....

First an overview of my weekend...
Saturday- My brothers 4th birthday :) Its the last celebration that we'll have at our old place... so it was really significant to my mom... Fun stuff... It was Spiderman/Batman?Superheroes themed.... I had fun... Put me in a jumpy house jumper thing and imm good :)
Most importantly, Momo had fun. Crazxy shit with his cake though... Me and my mom went to Vons to go pikc it up... My stepdad had ordered it from Vons even tho my mom was specifically like, "GO TO RALPHS"

so, the cake was all chocoalte, and the order said, "half white cake, half chocolate".... the "cake" was actually little cupcakes with thick ass icing so it looks like a cake.... the picture was all jankey and sso my mom was like oh hell naw... they spelled "Man" wrong and Put "Mam"... like so much dumb shit... so my mom made them give it up for freee and then we hadda go to Vons to get some for my lil bro to eat (he does eat chocolate- hence the reason we ordered half white...) incompetent people... LMAO.

then sunday, was a working day for my mother and I; so we got away from the house, went to the library and did work from 12- 5..... then we went and got pampered at the nail shop... I talked to my friend D.....
He.... im just going to remain his homegurl.... i feel like i wasted my summer on him, he knows i like him, he likes me, but hese so scared to do shit... im not on his game. So, yeah. i talked to him yesterday.... i hadn't in like a week. he said he was callin me and stuff but it was busy or sum shit. Idk. my mom was like, "aaw asia, you dont like him anymore?' and its awkward, so im like, " naw, he's just my homeboy," Ugh.

SO, back to my thoughts.....
Well, i'll get at those later. It'll have to do with my headline....

Until my next free period ((tomorrow)),
Paix, Asia Dee

0RANGE TANS && PUFFY LiPS.

2008-09-12T12:39:00.000-07:00

fake shit sucks.
like, why ?
only super ignorant people would think half of that is natural...
look at what this err... woman... did to herself
WTF ?!.... WHYY ?!
that just upsets me.
especially living in California...
we sees lots of that.
I go to a private school in Palos Verdes,
and some of these mothers...
im lik,e WHO THE HELL do you think ur fooling ?!
sick shit.
but ppl will do waht they want to do....

omg. this is sooo wrong, i feel TERRiBLE for laughing
but this video gave me an ab workout..... from laughing so hard...
its a fat kid on a rollercoaster...oh god. so funny.

im so happpppppyyyy its friday !!!
whoo hooo.

paix.

SK00L AND ALL THAT BULL.

2008-09-10T09:18:00.000-07:00

soooo, today is day tres of school.
so exciting....
i am a die-hard fan of Kanye's, but his singing at the VMA.
uhhhm.....
enough said.

i jut came from my history class ( i have a 2 hour free period)
its american history (boo :P ), btw.
We are in the late 1800s now, so its about racism and segregation.
that crap realllllllly pisses me the eff off !
Plessy vs. Ferguson, such mindless crap.
how could the FREAKiN SUPREME COURT honestly think that segregation
was only to separate ? that there was no racism attached?
dumb crapp.
but i guess thats the world we live in.
racism is deff not dead.

anywhoo, TODAY iS PiCTURE DAY :)
Yellow is thee favsie color, so i'm rokcin it :)
cept i have a problem, i dunno how to smile...
i take lots of pics, but most of em im screwin up my face,
doin dukc lips, stone faced, smirks, but no smiles.
i think my smile looks forced and fake.
and Asia dont do fake.
haha.
idk, maybe ill smile. w/o the teeth. we'll see.
HA, im such a nerd.
photobooth pics at school. during my free period.
HAHA.

sooo, its official, my mom is loadin us up and we're movin to the OC, baybee.
me. in orange county. thats funny.
but imma be doin the part time in Long Beach thing with my grandparents.

yupp yupp.
so, i eat.
A LOT.
and i was just thinkin, thats gunna catch up to me....
Yesterday i had like 3 cookies, some chocolate turtle chex mix, -- wait wait wait HOLL UP.....
you know that thing guys talk about where there are like 15 urinals and hombeoy gotta shimmy on upp to the one next to you ?
well, these kids, like prolly 7th or 8th grade just came into the empty computer lab im in with like 25 computers, and squats his ass right next to me.
i dont know you.
and to make it worst, he looks like Jonah Hill from Superbad.
Poor kid. I should have some pity.
What was i talkin bout before i was rudely interrupted....
OH FOOD.... well, whatever, i just eat waaayyy too much junk.
all bad. but, it tastes sooo good.

anywhoo, i think ill get some work done.
sounds good, eh ?

paix until next time,
ASiA DEE

new school year, new blog.

2008-09-09T08:00:00.001-07:00

sooo, yesterday was my first day of school.
fun stuff.
i took muchos piccs with my budderrooo nadeem ysterday. HA.

not really, btw.
i am 0FFiCiALLY an upperclass(wo)man, 11th grade :D
one step closer to being outta here :)

i have some pretty sweet teachers,
it should be nice.
last night i had minimal homework, which was a first, even on the first day....
All has been pretty swell with meee.

Mood: Swell
Hair: Straight
Clothes: chris brown concert tee, jeans, keds. .... boring. I didnt bother this morning... tomorrow is picture day, i'll actually try to look decent....
nails: sparkly purple.... i loves em.

Soooo, i have hiugh expectations for myself for this year... this is my IT year.
i need to F0CUS.
i have faith in myself. =D

hmm, i gotta fix this page upp...
&&, im hungry

Paix & Love, Asia Deeeeeeeeeeee